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unnecessary drama [29 Nov 2009|08:33pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

I feel that all I can really do with all the bullshit that gets thrown at me is twist it into dark humor..

Sometimes it works.

Sometimes people don't get it..

But as long as I can amuse myself it's good.

Comedian and talk show host Chelsea Handler, I feel, has the same type of humor as I do. By reading her books, I feel a bit inspired. hah

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ohgod [26 Nov 2009|05:34pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I hate holidays.

I always find myself getting into trouble, doing illegal things, piercing things that shouldn't be pierced, attempting suicide, and/or flipping out.


Holidays get in the way.


Can we ban them please?

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pay me to dance [17 Nov 2009|01:59am]
[ mood | hungry ]

*I am on the 24 hour
Champagne diet
Spillin' while Im sippin' I encourage you to try it*


I..feel like I have completely changed.
I didn't expect it.
Should have taken better control.

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'why you usin the blackmarket to make money? Because th' man is biased.' [08 Oct 2009|10:24am]
[ mood | worried ]

Corporate America hates me. And you know what, Corporate America can suck a dick. Maybe you shouldn't be so judgmental and be more OPEN MINDED.


STOP TREATING HUMANS LIKE ROBOTS
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mingle [27 Sep 2009|12:49pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

I meet so many new people each night, but they can never remember me in the morning. Or vice versa. So...it's not like I'm actually making friends.

x[

I learned that it's fun to mess with drunk people's mind. You can be a completely different person around them and they wouldn't know. It's..kind of amusing...

unless they remember your stories in the morning. o.o

And they repeat themselves a lot! You would think, if they weren't so obliterated, that they may have Alzheimers or something.

------
I don't know why I keep drinking this disgusting iced coffee drink I made myself. Dark roast has limited caffeine in it, so it's not like it's going to wake me up so I can be all :D

*sigh* I'm so bored. College is a bust. haha

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ab workouts! [19 Sep 2009|11:55am]
[ mood | hungry ]

" I once knew this guy that I really really liked, but he did not like me back. He basically wanted nothing to do with me and that hurt me a lot. I never wanted to google his name to see how happy and successful he is with a wife and a great job. I just..didnt want to see how happy he was. Then, 17 years later, I decided, 'what the heck, I'll do it.' So I googled his name to find out: He was a successful screen writer for a popular show, got married..and then was convicted of murdering his wife and stuffing her into the attic of their house until she was partially mummified.


....


Guess it was a good thing we never hooked up.. "



:O


Oh Margaret Cho.


friend before the show: "What if this isn't the actual Margaret Cho. What if it's like..Maragret Chuu..spells her name differently and ends up being some lady that comes out and sing folklore.." o__o

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stuck in america [22 Aug 2009|01:01pm]
'Today, I changed
It's too late
Cause everyone stayed the same
I'm gone, so long
Break out, cause I'm better off on my own'


Recently things have been reminding me of how good things use to be. Remember pool parties? Going to shows all summer long? Supporting your friends band? Aimlessly driving around? Meeting new people through your friends? Walking around the town? Drawing pictures on the streets and sidewalks? Chillin in parking lots? Oh don't deny it. You know shit was fun.

I feel like everyone knows that things will never be the same as that/those one or two years.

I've also realized that I can say I've had some good times in this town. Which is weird to say, but it's true. I'm trying really hard not to put some cliche quote in here. hah


It's quite sad. Goodbyeee goood tiiimes
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pshhh [15 Aug 2009|11:17am]
Who needs drugs when you got lack of sleep!
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we will die from gridlock [27 Jul 2009|01:27am]
[ mood | drained ]

So, I have realized [I'm so slooow at realizing shit] that 99% of people who live in the metropolitan area are


1. rude
2. fake
3. assholes
4. close-minded
5. ignorant
6. im repeating myself
7. speed fiends
8. users
9. shiesty
10. deadbeats

It is honestly quite true. If you do not believe me, think about it. Think of how many people you have came across that share many of these traits and fall into these categories.
(I really cant think/type while listening to music... O_o )

Either that or I get stuck dealing with fucktards like these. >_< It is quite annoying.
There's no one here I'm compatible with. [friend wise, etc] Time to move on.

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Its like..the cutest-but-not-spose-to-be-thing-ever!! [23 Jun 2009|02:07pm]
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I try to not set my standards that high for this reason [06 Jun 2009|01:43pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I'm so discouraged now that I'm not even going to go to the event I planned on going to for the past several months.

>:[

UGH. <---thats all I have to say to that.

Can't we HIRE friends? I mean, seriously.


I don't think my life will ever be the same[fun]like it was in 07. :/






..YAAAAYY HEROIN CIRCLES!

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[02 Jun 2009|11:03am]
[ mood | lethargic ]

I have this obession with iced frozen drinks now. And now I would likewant an orange juice coolatta from DD. XO aaaaauuuggh. I'm so hungry but a frozen drink can suffice for now. Mmmmmmmmm.

Oh, I think I had a reason to do this.
..Nope. I'm just bored and starving.

I really need to start reading books again. Or learn how to, without putting the book down and wandering off every. 2. minutes. [usually less.] It's sooo baaaaad. I can't even read directions to a homework assignment without my brain going, "nope. gooodbye." Thanks. >:/

OH! I saw UP! in 3D! yesterday. It wasn't..really...3Dish. :/
But I cannoooot get over the feature presentation, "Partly Cloudy." AH! OMG! If I can find a link I will def. post it on here.

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DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMN [05 May 2009|11:31pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]





Oh how I need you in my life.

OOHHHHHHHHHHH HOW I NEEEEEEEEED YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

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awwwwwhhhaaaat? [01 Apr 2009|11:00pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]



I want it

Give me him

Give me him


now

NOW

NOW

NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

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your long lost love ? [18 Mar 2009|10:35pm]
it almost makes me want to kill myself..
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why can't we just be frrriienndddds [27 Jan 2009|02:06pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

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note to self: stop shopping online [11 Dec 2008|12:34am]
[ mood | hungry ]

This has been a reallly bad month for ordering stuff online.

my legwarmers are not holding up correctly
I ordered wrong gauges.
and I got sent the wrong edition of my school book.


and the best part?

they arrrreen't returrrnaabllee. yaaaay for wasting $130 moree on top of the $8,000 I lost.

w0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

don't you want my awesome luck with money?

I think I should start stealing and borrowing instead. >_>

I also bought a small bottle of perfume. this was before I found out what was happening. Hmm..I will see what went wrong with this one and update when it arrives.

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[08 Oct 2008|07:07pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I have to acknowlege and praise those people who are able to forget about the past. Pretend like it's whatevs and go laaa la laa laa-ing on.

I wish I could do that.
It's like, they have amnesia and aren't bothered by the past at all. Like it didn't make a difference. And they go skipping off.



wtf.




give me your mind.

That has got to be the greatest thing.

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I woke up from what it seems to be a coma [20 Sep 2008|02:12pm]
[ mood | weird ]

maybe suffered from amnesia as well.

I woke up in another time frame.
It's almost spring.
I'm 21.
and I've gotten a liver transplant. of course, it was b/c I was lucky and the dr. had a liver to give me. Not all the other patients, but me. O_o

.-.

hmmm.
this is weird.
I still feel weird. Almost like I'm stuck in the mind I was in my dream. This is realllllly weiiirrrd...

I'm never working an 11 hour shift to the wee morning hours again.
I got my sleep but yet I am still tiiiiiredd.

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okay. update [01 Sep 2008|11:29pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

School started and i'm not on any adderall.
can someone PLEASE give me a prescription?
what do they expect me to do, make a meth factory out of my home?
GEEZ
when I say I'm having trouble in something and I need help..it means...I NEED HELP


I've been very irritable lately.

BUT!!!!

I went to an MSI show friday. [and we all know how happy i'd be if there was one every week.]
I felt it to be a good stress relief. I'm still sore from this day, though.
We got stuck in Richmond for awhile after the show, but it was interesting.

:P

*BEAAMMMMMMSS*
makes me happy

Anywho. I stopped pyschotherapy. I need to look for an actual pyschIATRIST. not pyschologist.
ugh. I hate searching.
AND-it's a little hard to try and solve a problem..when you don't know what the cause is.

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